When I found out I had cancer, I was upset. When I found out I'd have to get my boob scooped out like a pumpkin, I was upset but I dealt with it. When I found out I had to get chemo, I shaved my head before my hair all fell out on me. I thought my hair was done falling out because a good bit of my hair on my head has actually came back now but yesterday the last of my eyebrow hairs fell out and you know what - it upset me more than any of the other things! I don't really know why but I suppose when the make up comes off I actually look like somebody who has cancer now!!! I know they'll grow back soon but I just want to get back to normal!
I went back to camogie training a couple of weeks ago and I'm just permanently shattered now so may just take it easy for another while!! I suppose I just expected my life to just automatically go back to the way it used to be because for the last 6 months I've tried to keep things as normal as possible, especially for the lads sake and now I think its just all catching up on me!! I think I need a good holiday!!!